Fire Lake Revisited

We are back at the Lake. The cabin is so nice, and warm. As I look out the window, the view of the Lake is breathtaking. The snow is on the ground, just a light dusting. The trees have a light covering of snow on them, making the pines even more beautiful. The small Creek that runs by the cabin, has water trickling over the rocks. Even in winter, that stream still runs.

It's been two years since I met her, and now, here we are again where we first met a each other. As I recall, that was then the full of the year. Now here we are, close to Christmas, two years later. Time flies, when you are happy. The fireplace is so warm, and cozy. I had A new sofa brought to the cabin. A love seat, if you will. A beautiful hunter green. Of course I still have that old leather wing back chair, and I have added to the old bookcase. I never thought once, that we both could be so happy. She is in the kitchen, cooking something special she said. I don't know just what it is, but it smells really good. I just brought in more wood to get warm, and dry for later. The lake has spots of small ice on it, and with the reflecting sun on the ice, makes it looks like dozens of small rainbows twisting, and turning with the wind and current.


Lunch is ready, she calls. As I go into the kitchen I get a funny feeling, I cant put my finger on it as i sit at the counter she brings me my lunch, and whispers in my ear, surprise, close your eyes and smell. Do you remember? As I close my eyes and inhale deeply, I am shocked to find myself thinking of the first time we met. A picture her flying for cover behind the couch,with her black silken hair flowing wildly through the air, and bingo! It is the same as the first meal we ever had together. She smiles, and nuzzles my neck. Do you remember? she asks. Oh yes I remember, do we really have time for lunch? She Simply smiles and takes my hand then asks, shower first, and then... yes and then hot coco? That would be nice silk, that would be very nice. This cabin has magic in it. That magic you ask? Well that magic only comes from one person her name is simply.. Silk! My love, My life, My friend, Silk, a woman of amazing grace, talent, and most of all, Love.

The Last Leaf

I have often wondered throughout my life what it would be like to be the last leaf on the tree so to speak. Now in the Autumn of my years growing nearer, I come to realize that it is no fun to be the last. You have no one to talk to about the things you know about. Moreover no one cares, or can relate to what you are talking about. I come from a small town and most of the people I knew are long buried that includes some of my class mates in school.

A gas station owner George, strange man with the gift for gab, always had time to talk, and gave me the best financial advice as a boy. Freddy, he would say, If you ever want to have any money when you get older, pay yourself first. A dollar a day, and in twenty or thirty years you will be amazed at how much you will have. I wish I would have followed that advice. Then the older folks I mowed lawn for,like miss Crouch. Always made the best gooseberry pie with ice cream and black English tea. Or miss Carter, she lived about thirty feet away from the T.P. an W. tracks. Her husband used to work for them as a conductor, and she gave me his old railroad lantern one day, it may have been a bit rusty but it was a great lantern. the lantern had a handle on the back you could hang it from that also. the globe was about six inches tall and five inches across with a concave mirror in the back to shine even brighter. I took it fishing a lot.

And then miss Rosenboom. I will never forget her she could not speak much English. One Christmas her granddaughter wanted to go to church services. Joyce asked me to stay with her while she was gone. I never felt it right that she should miss out so I got a song book and sang Christmas songs to her. I'm not much of a singer but she enjoyed it. Then lets see, Abe Richart had the grocery store, Earhart the sheet metal, Belands the tavern, Leo Shibe the other grocery store, Jim Payton the restaurant, John and Robert Hoffmaster, the hardware store. I will never forget Herman the old guy with the glass eye who worked for bob and john,  William Bruniga Sir the Plymouth garage.

The town main street area was destroyed by a train wreak years and years ago on fathers day. Funny thing though, I remember the town like it was yesterday. I remember the smell of the smelt Fry's on Friday nights at Leo's. The dim street lights with a soft glow all their own bathing the town with a Erie light in the early morning fog. How the curbs were two feet tall, and a concrete ramp at one end of the block that gave you the best thrill riding your bike off of it into the air. The old Texaco station at the junction had a flowing well with the best tasting water and it made your soda sooo.. cold, you would get a brain freeze if you drank it to fast. The old wood floors would creak under foot, and were easy to walk on. Minors idle hour restaurant and bar. Now that place, I learned to shoot pool, and to read peoples actions. And lets not forget the old bank, It was fun to play in. The old T.P.W. depot was a fun place to play. I remember the over sized wooden office chair. The leather seat was torn with stuffing's hanging out, but it still sat comfortable. Sitting in the chair at the telegraphers post you could see both way's. When the train came blasting through, the echo between the elevator and depot was deafening to say the least, but the thrill of being so close to the train and still safe was awesome. Then their was the two grain elevators, and the big corn cribs. My best friend Tony Walker, and me climbed all over in them catching pigeon's. Pigeon's, now that is a story all by its self.

The old stock yards, that was always fun. Barn swallows were so many in that place, and so tame. You could climb the gates, and get within inches of the nest to watch them feed the babies. Back then, we had two of everything in that town for the most part. Two grocery, three restaurants, two bar, two hardware store, two sheet metal, two welding, four gas stations, Shell, Texaco, standard, Sinclair. A feed store, telephone switch board, and post office. And yes, it was a party line.

For the ones reading this, a party line was, every one in town was hooked up to a switch board operator who controlled all town calls. You had a certain ring like two shorts and a long and you answered. BUT... if you wanted to know what was going on in your block you waited till the other person picked up then listened in. I caught a good whipping if I made noise while mom was listening in on someone. Now times, most cordless phones can be picked up with a older scanner. Yes, my mother has a older scanner, and still listens.

The last leaf. I wonder.. I guess that means we have lived longer than most and remember the more simpler, and trusting times, before the world got so, Oh so , very crazy. Know what? I have knowledge and memory's of a lost world. When things get hectic, and others are lost, I can find comfort in the knowledge of the past remembering simple times and passing on what I have learned to my grandchildren. It just May be I am Not the last leaf after all. Passing on my knowledge to my grandchildren, will make them the last leaf on a fading tree of the past.

The Road Home

It' is early morning and the sky's are gray with rain. I am sitting in my rocking chair on the back porch. I enjoy a good rain. It makes the air fresh and clears the mind. A thought comes to mind as i turn back in time to when i was a kid, and played hooky from school on such days. I had a cabin behind my dads house I played in. I would hide in their and sneak into my grandmothers next door, and get home made oatmeal cookies with butter on them, slip back out and curl up with a old blanket. Close my eyes eat cookies, and listen to the rain. I have never been at peace as much as I was then. Simpler times, safer days. I don't get to relax like that any more. Except on days like today. No work to do today, and nothing pressing to do. Just sit here and relax. Maybe once a year if I am lucky.

I am soooo... relaxed. Just taking in the smell of the air, how clean things feel. Tilted back in my rocker day dreaming. Suddenly, I am jolted back by a racket bounding up the porch, chain and all. The neighbors dog, a half Shepard half Hinze 57 has broken loose again. The varmint is soaked to the skin, and coming under the back overhang. Wait, stop, Oh man, now I'm soaked. Dam dog ruined a perfect time. I start to get up, when he jumps up on my lap with a paw on either side of my shoulder, pushing me back down. He is wagging his tail to be petted. I raise my hands to push him off, and get a big Slurpee lick across my face. Ucko, dog slobbers, nasty. He does it again, and I cant help but laugh, and he knows it. All I can do is pet him. and rub his head. He lays his head on my shoulder, and the smell of wet dog floods my senses.
 
Then I remember all the dogs I have had in my life. Patty my first. She was a black cocker, and kept me constant company. Always at my side, and ready to play till I was thirteen, when she passed.
Then ginger. A high strung beagle always ready to go hunting. I will never forget that howl type bark she had. I could always tell when she had a rabbit on the run, and when she caught it. We hunted together for years then one day she vanished without a trace. Dad said the Carney folks got her.
 
Then Benny. As I think back now, he must have been part lab, as much as he liked the water, when we hunted the michuchan ditch line. He would always be in the water after the muskrats I shot, and even enjoyed soaking me when he got the chance. I swear that dog had a sense of humor.
 
Then rusty a full blood black and tan Shepard. My fondest memory of him was when we were at the old bridge, and he cut his paw real bad going after a ground hog, across the bank. He was soaked to the bone, I had to put him over my shoulders an carry him home, about a mile or more. I don't remember who enjoyed it more, him or me. I do remember mom getting mad because now I stank like wet dog, and my shirt would never be the same.

 Then there was duke, bad to the bone. I was working private police in Florida at this one hotel unit. Word got out that a full blood Shepard was to be destroyed because he bit to many people. 34 to be exact. I got hold of the owner and asked if I could see the dog, and maybe have him, if I could control him. Sign this wavier of liability , and you can go for it . I warn you, he is bad mean. I went to the back found he was in a fenced in area , around a thousand gallon propane tank. He stormed the fence when he seen me, and I ordered him to obey a command, and he did. Did I mention that he was professionally police trained, and that his handlers did not know the proper commands to control him. I took him home that night, and my wife loved him from the start. He protected her and or new baby son right away. If we put the boy on the bed, duke jumped up and made himself to home. Did you know that a dog wet with sea water has a different smell than fresh water? Funny I should remember that. We had him for many years of joy. 

Then, lets see, little girl was next. Full blood doberman, black and tan with a white star on her chest. Runt of the litter, she never got full size. But she was aggressive as a dog twice her size. I loved that dog. she went with me every place.
 
Then the last, Bear. She was a cross between Shepard and Rottweiler. Fawn in color, she looked like a young deer. She loved the water, and riding in the boat. Had to pull her in the boat the first time. After that, I could not keep her out of it, even if it was on the ground in the yard. She loved to go fishing. She would sit and watch the end of the pole. Then, when it moved, she got all nervous and started to whine and fidget.

I wont have another dog. I'm to old to have a big dog and I don't want a ankle biter. But this varmint, this big, muddy, wet varmint in my lap.He is stirring something inside me. With his wet coat and good humor, I just cant stay mad at him. He took me home to my friends. Home to my best friends over the years. Maybe, hell maybe I'm not as old as i think. Just maybe I just need another friend to help me remember just how much fun a wet dog can be, muddy paws and all.
Come on boy ill take you home, the rain will do us both good.